So far, although my life is not perfect, but I am thankful for everything I got. A happy childhood with my beloved family, met many caring friends, found such 'comfortable' job in university. Too perfect to me so I can't imagine how am I going to face when everything goes wrong.

My world is changing. Although many people come in and out in my life I still feel lost and empty. I don't know who am I. Am I a loser? Am I at a wrong starting? What do I want to be? What should I do with my life? How to prove that I am not an accident? How to prove that I am beloved by God?

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

                                                                                                                                         Jeremiah 29:11

I know that I have to become stronger to survive. I have to be faithful in God that everything eventually will go well. Jesus, please reform me.